August 24, 2005

The first half is over!

Though, i still have to stay up late tonight for recitations tomorrow, i'm so glad, the midterms mania is over! I'm quite irked by a few of my answers but hey, it's done and i can do nothing but wait for the results. Please God, let it be good.

Since Monday, i've been so stressed! 1) My computer's usb ports aren't working at all - no mouse, no printer, no webcam :-), no IR. 2) My acne is sooooo aggravated. Hormones, please stop. Well, i blame everything, from stress, to mere six hours of daily sleep, to my hair, to phones -- but gosh, this is the WORST attack ever!

Kate, my blockmate, noticed a while ago that i looked so haggard and it's because of these two really STRESSful things occupying my mind. For those who know me, these are two really BIG things for me, like priorities if that's how you call it.

I'm a computer nerd, I work all the time in my computer and having no printer is a major disability. My acne is another thing, it's been there since HIGHSCHOOL, after five dermatologists and a lot of money down the drain -- it is still like this. I've included it in my daily prayer by the way so for those who love me, please pray that my pimples will simply disappear.

If you got to this part, thank you. I've not been able to post anything sensible for a long time - well because i'm in that school -- haha, ironic.

Thank God i've managed to go past the first half. I'm so happy.:-)

August 05, 2005

Ang haba ng hair ko - vanity entry

Law school may get to be the hardest period of my life but it's where i heard the most consistent positive compliment about me ever. People there say i look four years younger! Haha! Gosh, i so love law school.

You see, i'm the younger of two children and everybody says that i look older than my sister. In high school, i was told i was 'mature' for my age. That's precisely the politically correct way of saying i look old.

I don't know at what point it improved or is it not an improvement at all?

For one, i may just look young because of having what teen-agers (bah that's way too exaggerated already) usually have - pimples. At my age, i still have this freaking hormonal imbalance that leaves my face looking dirty, all the time.

Another reason might be my mind - that i'm immature for my age, so the looks get carried away by my childish attitude. There's my height, my frame, my jologs type of blue, butterfly, teenage manner of clothing.

At first, i thought they were just being nice but now that several or many (haha!) have looked "real"ly surprised and sincere in saying that they thought all the while i was their age - i got the feeling, maybe i indeed look young for one negative reason or another. Hehe.

Life is good.:-)