June 01, 2005

My new life

In the past two months, i quit my job, did nothing but go out and have fun for weeks, sold my dearly beloved PC for a new love interest, moved back to QC, gave up my Masterals and enrolled in a class where almost everyone is four years younger than i am.

I'm almost 25 and thinking about it, i now have second thoughts about these things. Did i make the right decisions?

Well, aside from worrying about where i will get money for my overused Globe line and my life insurance, i'm worrying about being left behind by all my friends. I'm supposed to be building a good career in IT and here i am starting from scratch, once again.

A lot of people had asked if i really wanted to study law or what made me. When people ask me why i'm wandering about during weekdays, they ask why i'm not at work and i say i already resigned. Why - because i'm going back to school come June. Nursing? No, some other course.

Why not try my luck abroad, where i can receive truckloads (coined from Roch) of money? Why not migrate? Why not work? Why not be an entrepreneur (which by the way, is what i really want)?

The things is, i really don't know why, but here i am at this place at this time.

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